- October 8th, 2009
I suppose I am "happy"...in a sense that is. BUT I am not thrilled at having to share MY space (ie room) with someone else. I have clothes, totes and laundry baskets belonging to Sherry in my room since she has opted not to make space in her room and in many ways I resent it. It means she has to get her clothes from there, gets dressed there and so forth. I will do whatever it takes to keep my family intact but this is kinda not fair. Still I am THRILLED to have my baby home, she is where she needs to be right now. At least I will rest easy knowing she can eat whenever she wants and not go hungry!!!
Then C there is you. I miss our weekly visits, but I can understand you need to work on your own life, but why can't you make space for me in there somewhere? You don't want to be the one to initiate a visit...why is that? I have never even been in your home for a meal (unless you count the day you moved in and I ordered pizza for everyone and your roomie saw fit to go out)? Her mother and stepfather have and I guess it hurts that I haven't been extended that same kind of invite. What have I done? I love you dearly, you are my first born, but it seems I am some distant specter in your mind that doesn't materialize!!! Oh well c'est l'vie I suppose.
At least I have my three cats :-)))))))